Chaos

what will happen after a minute, a hour, a day, a week, a month, a year or after the day that we are not in the world. god, death god, how do we proof their exist. end of the world, this is what those malay predict, read this, it may happen after a minute, a minute, a hour, a day, a week, a month, a year or we don't know when, nonsense or what, i can say anything with that. Actually a human life not very long, things that we can do is limit, wasting time is the things that killing, for me, i do a lot of thing, all anime~ some will think it is a bit same like wasting my time but i feel that it is worth, really de o, as long i feel happy with it.. it is a very happy de feeling. 

today working so sleepy lazy + tired, same everyday like la. my salary raise~ wuahahaha, laugh what! raise also not a lot, say also give people laugh, anime also not enough, boss too greedy~ hell!! let me say some bad things about people here. my boss, not selfish, he is greedy, what also want, i discover that he keep a lot of good stuff, he is not using it, but keeping it, i saw bird nest too       -_- throw aside de nest, sticker there RM300, keep, no eat, dont event think to give to staff. in my company only got two worker, i am sales clerk then another one is driver that serve me (driver that deliver things) he is same age with my parent, got a lot of kid and his salary is a bit like mine!! damn, i am so pity to him.. school going to reopen, he is dead meat now.. but he is okay, normally malay got their malai way to solve, sure no problem. 

not stepping in to classroom for two year, miss the laughing, lazy, and a lots more, i miss mister lim soo sing, forget his real name already, he understand my feeling and tong yee, yong chien, kok siong, kwok weng, jie yong, keng giam~ we all are the most famous big in class xD noise creator, fool maker and a lots more but all of them are shit human~ no use, no brain!! cant relief if scold, need to beat or hear thier pain.. few people that i mention there is going to college!! actually i really wanted to go, (feeling like crying jor) all leave me behind.

actually i like schooling so much, i like anime about school and lazy student naughty student, thats only call school life, when i am a form4 kid, mister lim soo seng give us pass to leave classroom, helping him in computer lab, we are not any club member, (VIP) rank higher than those club member, we are special!! sometime, we are not helping but playing, lim soo sing know we hate staying in classroom so everytime when a teachers is absent, a pass from him will be sent, we can stay in lab to play PC. lim soo seng and headmaster ong boon puah is close friend because thier wife is college mate, huh, not telling anymore ;p make my heart jump out, tears pop out or begging to return.

when will you want to return if a god give you a chance to back to pass, for me, i am scare that i wil lost my brother or sister so i will back to the day after my sister born, wuah (face red) my sister is baby again!! my sister baby moment pass too fast le, i forget all the moment, only memories, tissue eater~ xD she spoil a lot of my things too, aiya, where got different, until now age 8 also a destroyer!! my anime T_T

why so much bla bla bla, i am dirty minded if no anime, only anime cure my mind, lalala, all people sure think about those negative anime, ya i have a lot but not those!! i mean magical girl, magic magic or those fantasy type la.

hahahaha, i am a bit sad and down, the music clip is perfect for my mood, please spare me few minute time and hear it, please @@

endto, i cant upload from pc so use youtube T_T this is not the song too