16-02-2009 I am not perfect, normal or a good man

Read my blog title?
Thats me on the title
Not .. at all
Nicole tell me that staying in VK WONG ENTERPRISE only will wasting my time and i am Only eighteen why not going to study
I am just like wasting my time at here
I mean i am wasting my time
Actually i am already planning to take night time course
Not decided to take what yet
Need suggestion from friend and from a special one
Why must i take night time course?
It is because i have to work and get money for myself
Actually i can ask my parent for support so that i can quit my work and study full time
Asking for their support is just like forcing
I am already studying right now if they really want me
Even Nicole don't understand why my parent so different than other
All parent hope for their children to have good future but my parent is not
Their thinking is totally wrong and bend
Nicole tell me a lots of thing on valentine's day
Saying about my future and more
I am damn shy and don't know what to say
Just like revealing my future
I really can see xD
That time is my free time to sms but i am listening those until my boss get back
Wasted and can't sms xp
Nicole is teaching me to be human =D
For now, i really don't know what to do
What i know is i need to act fast, thats what i know
What i need is studying and get a more better job
I will study hard for my future no matter what happen
My life, do you think it is normal like others
Is there any pepople that same like me?
I think i am having some big problem about my life
It is not normal at all
I can't blame my parent because they don't even hope for this
From young to now, a chain that my parent give is still on me
Even that if have a car, i don't think i am free yet
Every parent have their way of teaching and chaining their children
So whats wrong with me?
Sometime i will feel like i hate you so much because of making my life become this not normal
Every reader will laugh at me if i list out whats wrong and i think it is okay that i am not writing why
I will try my best to take the chain off
I am not normal, yes, my life is really not normal at all
Feel very angry when i think of it
I surely will move to a new house if i got ability to own a house^^
I am thinking to get the haunted house beside my current house
It is only beside my house gate
Try lorr, if can get then good
I can leave my children to my parent^^
Dreaming too far already, house also plan to get
Do you think i am good person?
Are you sure am i a good?
I don't even know is myself a good guy or i am bad
Will i change or just like always
A things that must tell compulsory when giving [comment] is am i good?