17-02-2009 finally said, done now

LOL please dont read this silly post!!

Last night sleep a bit late
Morning wake up a bit early
Online one hour in the morning
Feeling so tired, sleepy and weak when i am in house at morning
Boss reach office a bit late
Boss ask me to take all library book each to office
Boss ask me to write a delivery order form ACCORDING to publisher
All the book mess up
Mixed and can't separate
Total 78 books wanted
He ask me to take ALL new book on 2009
I take all out
He say this book is for primary chinese school, why take those book that I DIDN'T ASK YOU TO TAKE
I take more that x00 out
All the book mixed
Boss scold me like i don't have mother give birth
I am okay, too low to care what he say
Later when time it is not enough time
I think of an idea to choose and pick out all those book
Done in half hours, re-pick
Get scold again
He say, why you take so long time
But whats my fault?
I am doing what the tell me
Breakfast skipped
Just waked up no appetite in the morning
Plan to eat in office
Not enough time
I am hungry
Stomach is growling
What can i do
It is too late for me to eat when i am free
I can't eat my lunch if i eat my breakfast at the time
I will never enlarge my weight if continue like this
I will be thin and weak :(
Yesterday night on MSN
Elric, Raven, Ron and Joey is chatting
we are a msn group friend hyikyang@hotmail.com or hyikyang@yahoo.com
add me if want to join
Ron and Joey want to have a name for this group
cant think of anime name
Try guess who is the one that create this group
Last week before valentine
It is just like a dream
I feel so happy, great and sweet when i sms with Raven
Her sms can make me smile whole day
It is super sweet
It is my first time receiving those sweet sms from her
She is just like different from last time or always
Her sms is very sweet
She make me feel so happy
Suddenly i feel like
I am in love with her
At first i am really not sure
We didn't meet before
Actually we don't really talk before too
Just have a very short talk at year 2005 on call
I remember she say before that she don't believe someone that never meet or talk will in love by chatting
So am i really loving her or actually i am not?
Of course i am sure that i love her
I got discuss something about my feeling to Joey and Ron after i think i fall to Raven
They are giving me full confirmation that actually i really love her
I don't even dare to tell myself that i love her
I didn't even directly tell them i like Raven or i love Raven
Yesterday night
Joey suddenly say
Raven, i think Elric love you
Raven reply like a bit weird or i see wrong
At that time
I suddenly feel like i don't want to hide it anymore
Yes i admit, i love her
I am searching my phone like crazy
Trying to call her and say Raven i love you
I know she is accompanying her mother
Thats what she tell me
I have asked few time permission, can i call you
She is making me more nervous to call
At last i have decide to tell her by sms that i love her
It is my first time, telling girl that i like, i love you
I never dare to tell a girl i like her or love her
Making this post make me feel so nervous
I don't even believe what have i post or what have i tell Raven..
Not like me at all.. am Elric Hoo or Edward Elric
thats all

attention the picture at bottom is true tears but i am not crying!!
the tears is from my acting skill
flow with real feeling, drop with acting skill
tears can drop in one minute xp
i try to drop a lot my tears before
my eye will feel so sour if too much fake tears have been made
believe it or not?


what a long post with short word
whew~
;P

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