1997 sadness and sorrow

I move to a new house
still in cheras
I love this house so much but only live one year
This is a year that make me cry the most
It is my standard one life
I cry in my first day of schooling
Got one classmate same kindergarten with me, same class too
he is a useless friend
In standard one, i don't have any friend
Get bully a lot
Tears that flow from my eye, no one can feel how sad is it
I remember my mother promise me to come everytime when recess
I remember she say that she stay in school and wait me go home
My mother lying, this making me feel pain and zcare
I run out of class to find my mother, search everywhere
A kid start stealing when someone lies
I steal a things from school and get caught
One of the recess
my mother bring camera to school
she even buy me a watches
This watches is a spiderman watches
can open and close, got cover
when open it, inside got a toy that stick there
Actually that watch is a bit extra
i don't even know how to see the time
I just know it is my mother present and i look at it every moment it school waiting school time finish
The toy fell off in class, forget why, remember i make the whole class turn upside down because i am searching it
I cry like hell. Read this, i am not a quiet kid, you see me write that i get bully a lot? Actually not very much
Gum on hair, wood ruler that i love the most, newly buy give people spoil it, cry!!
Until now i still like long wood ruler
i like but i don't dare anymore, i hate to see it break
My mother give me one dollar
malay kid take it and say i steal it
i follow them and ask them give back to school field
At last when the bell ring, my mother don't know how to speak malay also help me get back
I know how to talk with them already lorr
Skip class, skip school, go somewhere else, play ant, collect red bean, sitting at a place waiting bell ring, this is my life, pain in class