2005 karasu

The date is Raven tell me
our first sms start at that day
I remember Raven is very cute at first
ask me a lots of question..
This year is the year that i turn good..
No lazy and more
I sit with a malay kid
I hate the malay kid and i wack him a lot!
He always sing those lame malay song, making me dizzy and can't concentrate, disturbing and copying my things!
So unlucky that i sit with him!
When teacher scold him
i will feel what the malay kid feel because the teacher is facing me!
I sit at front row at the year
everytime when teacher scold those kid behind
i will feel very scare
I never pass a test for maths
i never pass in mid year exam
but i pass in PMR
My mark for maths is suck
Form 1 and 2 is afternoon section
form 3 start morning section
I come to school very early normally because it is forced
the fierce of alone in school, less people and dark
i can't feel anything anymore
I even dare to go explore!
I remember i have two outdoor activity this year i guess
This year i join back prefect because of someone
hurt my leg because of someone
marching with a glass inside my shoe
The outdoor activity that i have when schooling is our prefect group do a gathering in other school
playing games and more, it is very happy and hard to be forget
The school is big and nice, the game there is best
Another activities is go to a stadium do statistic job
I am VIP in the stadium, staying in VIP room, very cool, i even meet some people there
I think i am going there for few day, not staying
Few day don't need to go to school
you know how best and fun is it!
Doing statistic job is a type of making some result for sport
Very nice and cool, in VIP room already very cold and best
Free food and drink.. Playing in room too..
I hope i can just return back one hour or thirty minute, very enough
I wrote note and put shirley table drawer every morning
She read it and reply, it is very lucky that afternoon section student don't throw the reply because i can see what she reply
At first she don't know who am i
Slowly i review myself
After she know who am i, we are still passing note like always and i am become more brave to pass her later by hand
I even give her a very heavy silver bracelet, she return to me and a fat indian guy took it [gilbert that take it] [2002]
I think it is at the end of the year when we pass note. Everythings just pass with memory now. The most important things for me is now.