23-02-2009 age 18 now

255 days in VK WONG ENTERPRISE 
112 days more will be one year 
this suppose to be my temporarily job before studying 
i hope and wish that i can quit my job before passing one year 
actually staying is quite unhappy 
everyone is support me to study 
even a driver also know how to think and ask me to study 
nicole is telling me hope too 
some supplies even say it is a waste working at young age 
six monkey hang including me, HOO YIK YANG, LOO YONG CHIEN, CHEAM TONG YEE, BAN KENG GIAM, TEH KWOK WENG and ANG JIE YONG 
we use to be gang up always last time but now we meet very rare already 
four of them on top must be studying 
left me and Thomas 
Thomas really hate and dislike studying, i know he like accounts but he don't want to be accountant 
Mark say he is waiting himself to get lorry licen at age 21 
i am stuck.. 
what should i do? 
what must i do? 
what will i do? 
how do i do? 
how must i do? 
how will i do? 
totally stuck in living 
08122009 age 19 
year 2010 
what will happen to me?
am i thinking it too far or not suppose to think now? 
my parent is very horrible, they are hoping me to stay in VK WONG ENTERPRISE as long as i can 
i will hate them very much in future 
they can't hope for that 
what are them thinking 
current age 18, i am working 
sound young, no problem 
age 19, i am working 
sound weird, something wrong 
age 20, still hanging around working 
sound ... 
day by day, i am getting older and older 
same like my parent, both 1966 
guys, i am having problem with my living and life now 
i know it will be fine 
i know i will be okay 
i know everything will be fine 
Elric, daijobu 
must jia you, not work hard, i observe nothing with working hard 
silent 
mute 
i am still around 

Elric