24-03-2009 good morning, feel not very good but it is okay

good morning to all people, sometime i feel like creating a second blog for my own post that pick only a people that want them to read. i will maintain it on public way for a moment now. of course there are still will have a lot people that will do that ;) i have dream almost everyday, actually i am too tired to have any dream, the reason that i dream is because i think too much or things. i wake up at 5am or early today, damn tired and sleepy. i continue my sleep at 6.30am and i have second dream, my first dream that i get? forget completely. the second dream i get is a bit weird.. i sleep in dizzy mode. i wake up when i am busy tidying my stuff in dream, i know that i got work so i have to stop DREAMING or stop tidying my stuff. i am suffering from few things, actually i am thinking of quitting my job on April and be free on may. i think i cant do that, i am really suffering from working there or maybe i am too weak for working? the type of suffering make me cant breath, i feel like crying and very EMO? the more i stay there, the more i will feel that. i really dont know how am i going to continue my life, i get a new job. i dont know whether i can try or not click here i use real detail for myself to ask for job searching and they give me this. the area is on selangor, subang jaya. please give me some comment for this job. i dont hope that my temporarily job be one year or more. i hope i can have a great job. it will be better if i can do my own online business or more. it is good to have a dream and hope, better that feeling not good. the job that they give, can mix with kid? thats cool >_< i hope i will take care then very niceless xD it is just a assistant job.. i think it is nothing to do with kid.. this blog post is a bit hang with word. okay then, got to ready for work, pray for me to quit my work successfully, the god will bless you back, thank you ;)