26-03-2009 morning post but why?

today i wake up at 4am and i cant sleep well afterward, as you all know, actually i am still having another problem ;p yes, you are right, i already solve my problem on resigning the work that i feel very suffering. so what is my problem now? actually the problem that i am having is a lot, what i need is a bit support, thats all ;) this is a public blog, not a lots of things i can write here ;p this is the reason of private or hidden blog can be created but i am still prefer to let everyone read, need some comment of course. got prossibility that i will create a private blog but still will be viewable for people i choose. problem that bugging me? actually the problem is okay for sometime and not okay for sometime. i start know that i am the type of people that want to done quick and fast without waiting if i got chance and time for it. so what if i cant? this will bug me a lot. another type of problem is :D i hope i can solve it quick. this month will be my last month for working. is this my right choice for it? i feel so suffering and unhappy there but get a new work is not easy, want to have high salary? okay is enough i guess, i dont really have any idea for it ;) only got SPM result, cant hope a lot of things.. you know what, do you agree to (a human that dont know what he want for future?) somehtime i feel like RANDOM choose cant help, i dont have any starting point.. suggestion is needed..

good morning Raven, do you have a nice sleep? huh.. last night must be very noisy, i hope they know what they are doing and stop it forever or i will curse their speaker to spoil!! today is Thursday already, the things that you say dont want to tell me about it because you scare i will blog it? about the december things you say :p it is too late.. i am hoping to join you on may25 if it is possible.. hope that i can give you a gift by hand too. i remember last time you tell me one thing before when my friend is saying me bad things, you ask me to ignore it and slowly they will get boring or forget about it, is it same with something related to me for you? i dont think that i will feel boring or forget about it because it is different and not like normal playing or saying. if i am not wrong, you can read my blog post from your email right. i am blogging from morning already, almost time to ready for work. working day left not long so i must work hard, i will try to sms with you okay?

[blog post for 26-03-2009 at morning end]