8:50 AM
good morning, sleep a bit late last night, almost faint. At first i thought that i can stay more late but don't know why my energy suddenly gone and straight away become very tired and sleepy, exhausted. Quite long time didn't have enough of sleep, i know i will be fine by time. So lets have some sleep now, i mean continue my book packing work. Write something later, forget to bring my memory card, luckily i can write blog but can't watch cape no. 7 okay then, see you later.
11:05 AM
just started to have time to write something, do you think i should publish this first or publish this after work? This post will be very short because of time problem.
feeling weird, feeling stupid, why? I don't want to say about it but i can't stop thinking about it. I am having sick, a sick in heart. I am dreaming, i am imagining, i am so tired and blur. Want to have a sleep that wouldn't awake, stay in the world that we called dream. I am sleepy, but i don't want to sleep. I want myself to exhausted so that i can think nothing and just fall to sleep. Who am i thinking when i am writing this? I am so stupid. I don't know why and i don't know why. Maybe it is fake, but time don't wash or clean anything, the mark is still there. I am stupid, i am so stupid. So confusing and don't know why. Is there any reason, do i know why? My heart is feeling sick, i should have some rest, silent. I am going to take some breath, i will try to sleep early tonight, i will hide myself for a moment because i am stupid. Am i really into someone.
R, actually i don't dare to say it or think it because it is really like nonsense. How come and why i will? I think it is just temporarily and fake. Nonsense.
12:39 PM
can't go to lunch yet but i will be home later. This post will be a bit short, so how is the picture i attached? I hope i know how to use a program that can save and add signature or frame on picture. When can i go home and publish this post. I am so hungry. End my writing now.
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