23-04-2009 a midnight post that type on a mood call stupid

i am still awake, the current time is almost one o'clock now, after finish this post i think it already pass one o'clock. i have been sleeping late from last week monday to now. i am so tired right now, sometime i feel like want to sleep so much and sometime dont. headache and dizzy, everything come when you are tired and dont want to sleep. what causing me dont feel like sleeping? what is the reason?

the reason is nonsense

• i cant end my day without knowing how are you today
• you seen to be okay and but i feel like there are something wrong
• i dont know whats wrong with me, i dont know whats going on
• it will be weird and no way to you
• i will try to give you air
• [write so much reason for what]

starting from now, i will start to write something thats to you, it will be in column [example] i dont care whether that you know or not, this is what i can do now. i hope i can have time everyday for making post on work. 7day more till the last day of my work. my father say he rather let me stay in home if i want to study so much, he say it dont effect him anything at all. i rather die if he is really that hopeless [;p you told me before, if i say i want to do something then i must do it or i am a coward, what i say just now? i rather die? LOL sorry, it is just an example saying that it is better than die, i am  guy, things that i say i want to do, i must do it]  sorry, i need some sleep now or i will write a lot, i am so sleepy already. short post, post end

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