24-04-2009

2:11 PM 

just checked S blog on lunch time when i am about to offline. What can i do is, be confidence to myself and don't think something that make me feel down, i don't think it is that difficult to be owned. 

It is impossible for someone to forget something other than we let go of it because things that we already forget, doesn't mean we wouldn't remember it 

3:30 PM 

i am exhausted right now, last night i sleep early then last two night but it is still a very late time. I will get ready to sleep on 11pm every night so that i can have more energy on the next day. It is for the good of my face and health too. I am really very tired now, will collapse very soon. 

3:53 PM 

i really can't hold my tiredness. I am resting myself on the floor now, too tiring. I am thinking of working with my friend, he say he is straight and follow the rules well. He is store manager. I like his style when working because i can be very serious when working too. He is a young successfull guy. I will think about it. 

4:14 PM 

i will not wait you for that long, i don't know whats make you think that you need that long time to let go a problem, there must be some kind of reason behind everythings so that you will think it that way. I have read all your blog post, i remember what you have write, of course i don't expect any answer from you for now. What you need is time. Sometime i try to tell myself that actually the feeling that i am having is not real BUT i just can't stop myself thinking of you. The you in my mind is not a picture, it is a type me feeling that make me think of you. (what i am saying) time can't make my feeling fade, just like what have i posted up before, a week without any sound from you, i am still having the same feeling. (how i write this all out? :/ it s a bit weird) 

5:22 PM 

didn't write a lots of things after lunch. A bit tired and sleepy. I will back right away after get home, splash with cold water. Six day more to go. I am so hot and sweating now. I am stink x( must bath quick after get home. Okay then, got to end my writing now. I will be back on first of may.