i am very lame. Too silent. Didn't get enough social or actually i have been left out.
Everything's that they talk, everyone that they mention, everyone that is here, WHO ARE THEM, this is what i want to ask. I have been totally left out. I am not feeling good about it, i am too silent and don't know everything's. They wouldn't ask me go out anymore, i am extra, they don't really wanted to ask me out, reason that they asked me out today, i live near. Today before two friend reach, there are another one unknown couple, who are them? What i do is mute. All the people that they mention, who they are? How to i call them? Don't really care. If i get along well with them then it will be okay. First, me and Thomas with one couple. After the couple left, another two friend of mine come. Four person. Actually our heart is linked, very close, a strong relationship already build when me are on secondary. They are asking me out to club, hundred dollar something per entry. If they ask me to pay some share to girl, no thanks. I am thinking, i already lose my job, going to club meet up with a bunch of unknown. I am not rich plus i don't have any work yet. Of course i want to go. Let me think about it first. My meadow ;p nothing much to comment about it, simple and normal ;p secret. Another things that i am so speechless, i don't know what to comment now. Meadow say, i can't do anything already so why must i think so much? Why don't i mix her group if i have leave. Be happy with my life, meadow say don't care what people say because it is my living way, i know myself alright then it is enough. Tell you my current time, it is 1:21 AM now. I hate one person so much now, not because of anything, just it don't treat me as human, example (you see what girl also like la) (you always flirt with girl) (you always watch those porn) (you are a hacker) (don't trust Elric, he can hack) > this effect is enough strong (you got a lot girl msn contact) (you flirt a lot) (you always love girl) you know how lazy am i when i chat with this human? Keep on saying all this stuff to me, i can screen shot a log, don't need copy paste. I feel so lazy to chat with him, i don't ignore him. (you always updating blog) it mean what? I go to club with friend, (you go to pub) (pub sure got sexy dancing) (sexy girl) (drunk people or girl) (dark place, alcohol) everyone know alcohol place don't allowed underage even if you drink juice (ya ya ya, don't allowed underage, this place is so many sexy girl dancing and drunk people) i meet one new friend, it is a girl (you always meet new girl as friend) those bracket word, i already tak tahan reading those that written to me. Every time when i chat nicely, he will say a lots of rubbish in bracket, this is how you say a friend? I ignore you because i am enough of your nonsense. Your chatting way really make me ask you (please shut up) if you don't like me, just don't care me a lot, have some normal chat. What you need is, tell everyone i don't treat you as friend anymore, OR ACTUALLY you must know what have you done? Go to people blog and say every time when i visit random girl blog, i will see HYY. Ignoring you got my reason. AND i don't forget friend when i am in love. Current time 1:40 AM head aching. Just tell me, this (i hate you) done, don't need to say me a lots of things. I am so lazy with you, totally different when i newly meet you. Meadow, what i need to do is leave it? Explanation not work anymore. Meadow, HUGS!! Bye all. Good night and sweet dream.
i have a great time playing counter strike with them, hundred of match till very late, the match improve my skill and almost overtake them. i am weak but actually i am sharpening my skill. this world actually is very reality, only the strongest can survive. what i do, i must be strong on everything.
this world actually is very reality, only the strongest can survive > not for gaming but in real life
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