28-05-2009

Current time 4:00 AM going to sleep after writing this post.. Today, my day is a bit good. I want to fix my window life messenger so much, the problem now is i can't remove the program. I can't install a new one without removing it, software and program things, it is very complicated and hard. I went out to drink tea with thomas, mark, andy and me at 8:30 PM just now or yesterday. Talk quite much and a lot, wasted a chance of job because mark can't contact me when he need me! It is damn stupid, i am going to change to maxis if digi continue disappointing me. I am a bit not sure about what mark work does, need to check him out and confirm it if got chance. A remote car and bring away a human life, believe it or not? I believe in future, remote control model will be a type of weapon for killing. I am quite proud me my friend because they have a very cool and enjoyable life, unlike me, what can i do is blame my parent because of, they are hopeless and don't know what is good for me? I don't trust any living human in earth, i don't even trust myself. Don't care and whatever la. Just now i have a very long counter strike match with my friend, they are very pro and i really can't beat them down, what i need is more training, i can't get use to cc computer, if i use my own house computer, surely no problem. Actually we are planning to watch football till morning, they are gambling so i am not joining them. Their club life is making me dream of it, damn syok but not suitable for me yet. I don't want to face my friend with a moody emo face and style, i laugh and talk + joke with then although i don't really feel fine and well. I already awake, i don't want to dream anymore. I think i should get some sleep and stop bullshitting rubbish. Good night. Keep my problem in heart and stuck it off .