Monday, June 01, 2009

01-06-2009 y!am


June 13 y!am member is having a gathering at time square, i am still thinking, should i go? can i go? am i free to go? i don't have any outing just like that big before. i don't have any nice clothe to go, honestly, i don't even have a shoes.. how shame is it, i got make some imagination of myself when i am at there, of course it can be very fun if i can get use to their environment, i can be type that is very active and joke a lot in real life. how many personality in my heart, it is countless and no one will know, i can be very silent and moody, i can be joker or i can be talkative. i hope i can go who the gathering, i scare that i cant get use to those gathering mood, i scare they will play true or dare with me, haha, impossible~ i dont say anything about that game then no one will know.

i already feel a bit frustated about something, i know i am not qualified to feel that and this is what i should deserve, i dont mind or care about it because this is what i must have and feel, so i must accpet the fate and true of it. there are something that i am weird about, i feel like those y!ammers got a bit fishy on something, they seen like knowing something about me but i didnt really spread anything. i dont think there are people that know about it but how come? they read my blog? i dont think so, they will laugh at my post if they does. i am wondering and weird. elric, dont down about it.

ending post
aftering girl dont seen to be difficult for me LOL haha, i dont talk sweet stuff because i dont know how to lie.. haha, got few girl got chance, i found another 1988 and she gived me her number, i didnt ask..

i dont really feel like aftering them

shh

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