don't ask me anything about this post if possible. don't know why will i have this kind of thinking, i feel that myself is a bit meaningless. not because of some matters of problem but it make me feel like i cant decide something by myself yet, until now i still need to pass the adult but actually in officially saying, age 18 can be call as adult. it make me feel a bit down and i got think to make a short term disappearance to all of my friend. i don't know when will i disappear or hide myself, it will be on anytime, no one will be able to make any contact with me till the day i appear. maybe i will not appear back to anyone in future or something. i feel so weak, it make me want to hide myself. do anyone feel that i want to leave? what i want is hide myself from light, store myself in darkness. i really feel so useless. i can feel very sad so easily, suddenly or any small thing.. it is a bit same when i am getting mad too, can be easy if my mood is not good. just a short post.
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