01-04-2009 first of april, day of making fool

it is first of april, a day that i always hope that i can fool someone when i am small. i remember that i always get fooled by friend because they are really pro, try guess who is them? malay and indian of course, their fooling got control when they are disturbing me. i remember teacher get very mad when we are fooling them too, who care, it is a public fooling day. last year, first of april just like dont exist and today i really hope it can be special for me. i really love this day because it is a day that full or happiness and laughter. for me, i must be happy everything, think positive and more, mind must be always open, hope that i can get more friend in real life and try get more social. i never think of going out with friend and get social when i am on secondary school, even if friend request me to go out, i will reject. all this is real so i am not making fool. i hope i can fool someone on first of april, it is not a type like disturbing, i hope i can make them happy with it. my life is getting more boring and nothing but it is okay. so when should i start to get my stuff, after dying and cutting my hair, i still left some cash, not a lot but i think it is still enough use, use wisely.

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everything is okay
you need sometime
maybe everything will be okay
it is not like what you think
i know you are okay
be happy
hope that you are fine always