1:37 PM
On my way back to office after lunch, didn't turn off my computer because i am running a full scan of anti virus. My advise, please run a full anti virus scan in every short time. End my writing here, continue later
2:03 PM
Why can't i sleep early every night? I have been sleeping ter late from monday night. I am so sleepy and tired. I can sleep right away if i want but i can't. Tonight must sleep early. I am checking some work in store now, no one in office. I am really very tired and sleepy. Just now my lunch is not bad, finished successfully. Not online? Just now when i am on my way back to house, i saw two school girl looking at me and it make me think of how lucky is Di Lun and a unknown. Actually there are something i want to comment on how lucky is it but never mind. Saya tak pernah menaip blog dalam bahasa melayu, ini kali pertama. Sebenarnya saya tak beberapa suka dengan kaum melayu kerana saya tahu mereka tak suka saya. Saya tak suka orang melayu tapi ini tak bermaksud saya benci mereka. Kawan saya yang bernama Ron, dia benci melayu sampai bahasanya pun tak suka menguna. Dalam pengetahuan saya, kebanyakan melayu in dunia ini memikirkan kaum cina sepatutnya balik her china dan kaum lain yang sama, sepatutnya balik ke negara sendiri. Pemikiran yang mereka ada ini membuat saya rasa sangat marah. Saya rasa banyak dikalangan melayu memikirkan begitu tapi mereka tak kisah atau fikirkannya. Saya dilahirkan di malaysia, bukan china. Cakap tentang malaysia, malay sia maksud melayu asia? Tempat cuma untuk melayu? Tunggu sekejap, saya bukan nak cakap apa benda tak baik, cuma nak jelaskan sikit tentang perasaan tak puas. Saya tahu dua jenis cara menulis bahasa melayu, jenis yang saya mengunakan sekarang ialah jenis original. Jenis yang kedua ialah jenis yang saya paling tidak suka kerana caranya sangat (how do we say rude in malay?) kurang sopan. Sebenarnya saya sudah rasa sangat bosan terhadap melayu yang saya kenal dan jumpa, jenisnya semua sama, tak terima cina atau sedang berlakon nak berjadi kawan. Kamu rasa dunia ini ada melayu yang tak fikir sebenarnya cina sepatutnya balik ke china kerana malaysia untuk melayu? Menipu ialah dosa, saya percaya banyak melayu yang memikirkannya tapi mereka tak kisah. Apa yang saya mahu ialah (be honest, admit that you think that) Harap saya boleh berkawan dengan lebih ramai melayu. Saya ada seorang kawan yang bernama Shirley, dia bergaul rapat dengan melayu macam rakan class saya dulu. Write too much of malay already, i wonder why Ron hate malay so much, i got my reason of hate but Ron reason is a bit different? He hate malay because malay is the one that rob his uncle or bully him? My school life is a bit complicated, being bully in primary school but not in secondary school life. Like what i always say, you have no choice, either being bully by people or join them to be naughty. I got to do my work in office now, i will continue my writing after i finish all my paper work. I will be right back.
2:46 PM
Back awhile to inform and tell you something. I will try to post up my school photo that take by my friend call Josephine, you all will be able to see me wear prefect uniform. You all can see my classmate too, malay is a lot. I hope i remember to post up. Okay then, have a nice day. I will be right back, write more later if i can.
3:12 PM
I am back but only awhile because i still got a lots of office work to do, just receive some delivering. Language that i can write is only english and malay. I hope to learn chinese and japanese. I wonder what my friend going now, my friend Raven, Joey, Ron and other more. Raven, just want to tell you that i really liked you before. I wonder what is the stressfull girl doing now on this time, she still want some space for herself i guess, didn't see her online IM from monday, didn't chat with her from monday. I do something wrong? Did i? Is she mad with me? Don't think so much and sleep early tonight. Okay then, back to my office work and i will be back on phone to write more. It is a nice way to express in phone.
3:35 PM
An ex salesman from my company come to pickup some stock that he order, his name is Willee, much of the people i know got their own english, for people that are not using any english please create one because it is very lame. I will be right back, help him something and continue my work in office. Hope my boss don't come back first, let me finish all my work and write my blog in phone. Okay then, bye.
5:11 PM
My boss come back already so now only write a bit. Waiting to get home, i white day have passed, i feel so white. I will stop my writing now until i get home. Okay then, have a nice day. Not feeling dark because my day is just like a white paper.
i am home now, i am scanning my computer, my brother go off it, you know what i feel? i feel like taking a stick and wack him hardly, break off his leg and hand, stupid kid, no porn no life? he is watching porn with my computer, make me get virus. my sister is crying for headache, so noisy, i already feel so shit then now got so many problem again, i want to scream and call!! what the hell!! just like what i have say on the post i write, i will post up my classmate photo and me.
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