8:27 AM
Suppose to be on my way to work now but i am still home. I fail to full scan my computer yesterday because got people off the switch when my computer is running. So now my computer is on, will on until i back to home for lunch. I am having too much problem that make me feel like silent. I will try to write out my problem later when i am free. Go to work now.
8:32 AM
On my way to work, my mood is very down and feel not well, i forget i new clerk coming today so i must reach office early. Surely get scold. What a day..
8:43 AM
I like the new general clerk or accountant so much, she will be giving me a lots of freedom at this last few day of my work. What is her name? Her age is around thirty something.
9:01 AM
Away just now so say until her age then stop typing already. Morning will be a bit busy with packing things for delivering so i will be a bit hard to be free. I will write more later, so boring.
9:45 AM
I count this as five day, am i asking how are you and are you fine everyday? Don't really know. Yesterday i have some simple chat with your friend, last night i feel so unhappy. Your friend looks funny but they are serious when they chat with me. I think they will crazy to me if i know them for a long time. Those joke that your friend make really make me laugh out loud, it remind me some old malay classmate. I feel like sending you sms but i scare that you angry. I saw your blog updated yesterday and i ask someone to help me translate, it look like you are having some problem. I hope you are fine. Got to stop my writing awhile.
10:07 AM
I like joking, not fooling. Fooling makes people feel annoying and angry, joking make people laugh and smile. Let's see my joke *my mother always say me view hamsap photo when i see leng lui photo* don't care my joke, it is not funny. I think i am free awhile now. Let me write out my problem. My father is going to announce that he is going to bankrup. My boss is back, write more later.
10:18 AM
He is not back yet. My father is going to announce that he is going to bankrup, he owe too much money until he can't pay back, gamble is the reason. My parent is a bit confuse on what they want and think, they are totally lost. My sister is having a serious headache, always see doctor but it doesn't seen like any change, become worse. People suspect that my sister get disturb by ghost and my mother believe it because my sister cry like ghost screaming for headache. Boss is back.
11:22 AM
Come in store awhile only, see the time! Why the boss not going out! How do i have free time or no boring.. Back to office..
11:32 AM
I take my stuff to store and do because my boss go out already, lazy to face the new staff. Want to be alone. Do my work first. Write something later if can.
1:35 PM
Just finish my lunch and i am on the way to office now. Actually i am really feeling speechless to anyone because the problem that i am having. My parent give a very heavy disagreement to me for study but just now my mother say it is okay and she can let me go. Of course i am a bit shock but it makes me feel any excited and happy. Write more later.
1:41 PM
Should i accept the offer and go to johor? I will call the college after work later, try the quickest way on everythings. Do you think i can study hard for my future? I am a very weak and lazy student last time, my result is very worse in everyone eyes. After Raven saw my subject, she also felt that it is impossible for me to go TARC. The true is they accepted me. Why must i feel so down on everythings that i am having? It is a time to write malay. Saya tak faham, kenapa cara layanan kamu terhadap saya begitu tak selesa. Adakah kerana kamu ingat saya ialah seorang yang suka bermain tak dan serius? Mulai saat ini, saya memberi amaran kepada semua orang, jangan sesekali fikir benda yang bukan bukan terhadap saya. Continue my writing later, boss is back.
3:01 PM
Feel a bit speechless, i will write something if i want later.
3:56 PM
Actually the time pass quite slow for me because i am doing nothing. The new staff call me mister hoo, see how polite is her. If she dare to call me Ah Hor, i will say angrily, why don't you call me Elric or L instead of that stupid name that boss give. I don't think you will read my blog so i will dare myself on writing you here. Whats wrong with you? Am i doing something that make you angry? Or you feel like i am a bit kepoh like how you say? I am just giving some affection as friend, is this what you don't like? I feel like you are angry with me but i don't know what is the reason. The problem that i am having now actually is a bit okay, only your problem. Sometime i will feel a bit scare of sending you sms because i scare you will get mad or angry of me thats why i didn't send you sms from monday. I will try to have some chat with you in facebook. I want to do my work now, write more later.
4:09 PM
Think too much i guess, actually the problem that i am having will be fine and solve by time so why must i feel so speechless. Nowadays i am quite angry with Ron, his mind and thinking is totally corrupted on me. (i am a very pervert guy, i am a sex maniac, i like to flirt with any girl) this is what Ron think about me, actually he is quite * He confirm his thinking is true and he think i am those, ask him if you want, you will know by asking him, a NO from him will explain everythings. His thinking to me is really worse, i dare to write because he don't visit my blog, this is what i know. He don't care a damn on how is my design and gadget arrangement. I didn't say any of his bad things okay. To Raven, i am so sorry for making you read this lots of nonsense. End my writing awhile.
4:30 PM
This only call work, got things to do. Be right back.
4:41 PM
Curi tulang sekejap, sangat letih. Saya sedang mengunakan bahasa melayu. Tak tau kenapa saya selalu memikirkan seseorang, nak jelaskan apa dah belaku. Masa dah tak banyak, kalau saya sudah membuat kepastian nak pergi ke johor dan belajar, saya harap saya boleh berjumpa dengan kamu. Orang yang saya nak jumpa ialah rahsia, cuba teka. Saya akan menanya. Cuma perjumpaan yang biasa, tak bermaksud apa. Saya memang mahu belajar, cuma tak tau dapat atau tidak. Tak apalah, saya nak teruskan benda yang saya buat sekarang. Saya akan cuba tulis sikit benda lagi sebelum saya menerbitkan blog ini.
5:08 PM
I am so hot and stink with sweat now, i will bath right away before online later so this post will publish very late. I will try to bath with cold water. Actually i am people that bath with warm water, i am not weird that people bath with cold water because my skinny grandmother also bath with cold water even she is thin and scare of cold. I am hot now. I am carrying few box of wood to the highest rack. Squeezing some space for books. I will try to write my last word later before i went home bath and publish this.
5:51 PM
On my way home now, must bath first before online. My body so dirty and stink now, no girl will like so must have some bath. Still walking but almost reach already.
5:57 PM
I am home now, write until half way phone no battery. Make my post in computer later. Go to bath now.
Raven!! cold water bathing is killing me!! i feel so nice and great after bathing >_< it is really nice.
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