21-05-2009

Just now my mother say something about my job again when i am not online and sitting at a comfortable sofa. She is asking me to get temporarily job. She is too free, nothing to say when she is ironing my sibling school uniform. Get scolded by me with a very acceptable reason till she speechless. If my father is awake on dining room, a war will begin again. My parent don't understand and misunderstand me, this is the reason of war. I believe in future, my sibling will have same war that i am having. Trust me. Lets say something about my blog, i love my blog to be silent in public, i want to change my blog themes colour to bright and dark. I want it to be very nice too. Helped Raven fulfiled her dream on blog, actually i like to have a very special blog templates but it is not easy to manage, a lots of edit need to made because i want my blog to be unique. I am wondering, hey Shirley Soon, want me to make you a black and white fairy dust background for blog? Please.. It will be very nice. By the way, bright and dark mean black and white :p actually what colour do i like? Red and black or only black? Today Shirley tell me that she hates pink, i don't think she really mean to hate pink. Pink is sweet, gentle, kind and cute, i think Shirley feel geli with this feeling so she hate pink but actually i think pink colour quite suit her actually.. She can be very gentle by loving pink colour. Every colour that a people like will have a meaning behind, no one really hate a colour, just dislike. I belong to colourless so it mean i am a very blur guy. Raven love green, if she like dark green, it bring emo and grey feeling. Haha, she like emerald green and all green. I am not a professional colour explainer so i am not accurate and real. Shirley likes black and white, it is lame :p it sound lame but actually it can be very nice too. Today my feeling not a bit good so it bring speechless me out, a bit only. Question, why i want you to dare me, you don't dare me, why when i feel nervous, you purposely make me more nervous and dare me? Pity guy got unsolvable question. I hate myself of being say (emo) it is me and it is the true me and it is my style, who cares. No offence to anyone. I know quite lots friend in facebook, i want to be famous to all of them :p get their responds and respond them, disturb their post and more, it is so fun. Going to sleep, so tired, current time 1:35 AM good night