05-06-2009 CC is her nick

i am 1990, age don't even reach 19 yet. i am type of people that like girl that is older than me but of course it is not about maturity. i like girl that is older and have a very cute young heart, i found that that this type of girl is quite attractive for me. when did i start having this type of mind thinking? i don't really sure when. i know a girl name Carrien Chong, i know her in facebook, she born in year 1988 mean she is older than me at least two years. from what she tell me, she have a boyfriend before. she tell me that she already been single for more than a year and she is hoping to get new relationship. she don't mind of having a 1990 guy to be with her. for me, i wouldn't accept a quick relationship like straight to couple, i will slowly get to know her in real life and slowly from friend to closer relationship. i don't have experience at all, i am a bit worry about this relationship too. what scare about is, she will mine about me.. i think she got a bit like me ;p last night we have a very long phone call, my credit.. used RM20+ on CALL.. around RM23 for 1hours and 10minute something.. then next call is around .. forget.. call two time.. T^T credit is so damn pain but it is worth, count as an experience for me then.. i never been a call for that long with a girl ;p she is.. haha. last night when i make call with her, i feel so damn nervous.. when we are on the phone, honestly, her voice is so soft and not easy to listen and know what she talk, i will slowly get use to it if we are having a lots of call. she is a bit cute to me, telling me she is jealous and more, ask me who is estelle, why treat her so good, haha. promise not to do those anymore ;p last night conversation is very nice :) it is my first time talking with a girl for that long. last night conversation is so much and too much.. she help me find a work on newspaper, read and let me hear. she say she will help me ask her employer for a work too.. distance, she suggest me to live with her, LOL ;p whats more.

okay then, i am going to end my post now, i like her when she say she is jealous xD